[ There is a writhing contradiction at the very core of him, one he cannot bear to behold directly.
There's a thrum of voices chanting the commandment of a god committed to eternal torment: compassion is a weakness. compassion is a weakness. compassion is a weakness.
Beneath and beyond it, shining like a beacon, denied for thousands of years: ]
"I'm something. I'm not everything, but I'm something. I love you."
[ His scream is the overwhelming agony of a being whose first knowledge of reality is pain, because he wanted to protect his family.]
[ It seems... endlessly unkind to keep delving here. She'd wanted to find out about the ship, but her concern for his lying- the name Asmodeus tells her enough, after all. But maybe this told her more. She'll switch topics. ]
How do you find the Cap'n? Does he usually keep his bargains?
[ Even here, in the unconscious depths of himself, mercy sticks in his craw like an errant shard of bone. ]
He offered only one bargain: come to my ship, and your soul will not shatter.
[ He had not felt oblivion loom since facing the God Eater again; he wasn't willing to accept it then, and certainly wasn't at the hands of mortals. ]
There has not, so far, been an opportunity to approach him directly or renegotiate terms. We speak to him through the network; he answers, or he doesn't.
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makethestory) wrote2024-02-23 11:51 pm
Re: Asmodeus (Narrenschiff)
Why wouldn't I? Truth matters so much less than people think.
Re: Asmodeus (Narrenschiff)
Re: Asmodeus (Narrenschiff)
There's a thrum of voices chanting the commandment of a god committed to eternal torment: compassion is a weakness. compassion is a weakness. compassion is a weakness.
Beneath and beyond it, shining like a beacon, denied for thousands of years: ]
"I'm something. I'm not everything, but I'm something. I love you."
[ His scream is the overwhelming agony of a being whose first knowledge of reality is pain, because he wanted to protect his family.]
Re: Asmodeus (Narrenschiff)
How do you find the Cap'n? Does he usually keep his bargains?
Re: Asmodeus (Narrenschiff)
He offered only one bargain: come to my ship, and your soul will not shatter.
[ He had not felt oblivion loom since facing the God Eater again; he wasn't willing to accept it then, and certainly wasn't at the hands of mortals. ]
There has not, so far, been an opportunity to approach him directly or renegotiate terms. We speak to him through the network; he answers, or he doesn't.