the_second_noel: (the desert)

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2024-06-24 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A pause, like an exhale. The image of Charlie is looking down, a smile on his face. A complicated smile, but a good one. ]

A cana. // His outsized hand, damp and cool, steadies me at the edge of the pit. // How could I not promise him? // He knew my name when I didn't. He knew a lot of things. He must have known he'd be punished, and he did it anyway.
the_second_noel: (the unshaven)

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2024-06-24 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Arthur says he was thrown in a pit. Arthur says he saved him. // Could I have made myself go back? // He doesn't follow me out of the caves. I don't question the plan. Still half out of my mind. // I could have done something. I can never do something. Always when I'm not there. // Will I see him again? // Did he know it would all happen?
the_second_noel: (the whispers)

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2024-06-24 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The tone whips immediately to dread and panic, cadence uneven. ]

Don't tell! Don't look! Don't ask! // WAKE UP hold onto it so tight your fingernails bite your skin. // Murdered and murdered again. // He was gone when I got back to Arkham. // Not even a voice! // Buddy, what did you get into while I was away? // What are Roland Cummings' plans? // WAKE UP palms bleeding I remember I don't know I won't forget. // No no no!
the_second_noel: (the trouble)

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2024-06-24 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's no transition from panic to not. This is an answer to a question, not a person with a consciousness or a continuous experience. There's just another image of Charlie flickering into view, and the image is quieter this time. ]

The closest thing to going home after the war. // We made pretty good partners, didn't we? // I couldn't talk fast enough to save him. // His old lady doesn't like what we're working on. Late nights, dangerous suspects. Can't turn down a job with the world like this. // I wouldn't tell you even if I knew.
the_second_noel: (the stakeout)

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2024-06-24 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Firm, unhesitating confirmation. ]

Right in front of me. // The King can draw out a death as long as he likes. Roland's was faster than mine, only days. // It's really you. It was really you. // Both of us were unamusing to him now.